‚ô• Because You Loved Me .
all i want to thanks is my jie . viviansimweitinq . my sweety joycelyn . my ahlian litian . my lover xiaoyinq . my jie asthina . lastly my baobei neliex . once aqain . thanks . they are the one who are there for me when im really down and sad . they are the one who qive me advise and tell me what should i do . otherwise i really dont know what i will become if without them . really thanks . my lover tell me . use your couraqe to call him . i know that youu scared and dont dared to call him , but that is the only way youu can qet the ans from him . and youu can heard it yourself . if want to qet hurt , qet hurt all the way . dont half way he qive youu hope than disappointed aqain . it will only hurt youu deeply like that .
so with all the encouraqement they qive , this morninq i call him thrice . but he dint pick uo the phone . then awhile more . he called me . he say qot anythinq ?
i say i ask youu a question . do youu still love me ? he say no . that moment , i felt that there is a knife piercinq throuqh my heart and keep stabbinq onto my heart . its really pain . and i cried and cried and cried . and i continuously punch myself . the hurt that youu qive me is undescriable . boy . when i lay my love , my hope on youu , youu cruely destroyed it . but i finally can qet off the heavy stones on my shoulder . what can i do next , even myself i also dont know . i dont have trust in myself and confidence . is youu who decide my smile , my painful . im tired ler . all i want now is to rest . at this moment i cant face the fact . its really a biq blow for me . i almost wanted to kill myself . all i think is you you you . what do youu still want from me ? stop touturinq me . i have enouqh of it ler . boy . and this is the most horrible niqhtmared i ever had . and nelson , im sorry to hurt youu . all i can say is sorry . youu qet hurt because of me . sorry .
